The best birthday gift!

When i got pregnant on my first baby, it was unexpected.And the first person to get mad.... My father of course.I accepted my fault and i understand how my father reacted. Any father would get mad. It took me a year and a half to completely made up with my father. It was one of the hardest thing that ever happened to me.

After i gave birth i knew that there still a big gap between my dad and i. I usually just cried to sleep.I cant blame him for being like that. He was the best father all daughters would want to have, and I have him. And i failed him.

After five years, everything changed, He already accepted me and Things were never be the same. Last March i just gave birth to my second baby. and yesterday was my birthday, I didn't ask anything from him. But what i saw was just the perfect gift any daughter could have. An unconditional love. He loved my children so much, And now that i have a baby boy, He's more excited than before.

This is a picture last Sunday( a day before my birthday), before he went to church he took my baby and let him inside the driver's seat with him, pretending that he can drive. I just love this moment... The best birthday gift


Priceless....... (sigh)

Artistic girl. Oh my!

When my daughter was still around 2 years old, she likes to play with colors and eat in colorful plates, anything colorful is already hers. Up to this point she loves to draw and paint. Here are some proof to that. Notice how she like to paint herself too. with the help of my silly sister. oh dear!


This is only few minutes of doodling in front of the mirror....




And then after just 10 minutes this is how she look like.................









Take note.. She is aware of what she look like, and those are water colors not markers.

mother and daughter, getting into each other's nerves.

These past few months, My daughter is starting get into my nerves, but she has her own way to cool me down. She always asked silly questions like. Why do we need to eat vegetables, i have my vitamins. Why is the rain water? why not juice or milk? water is boring. Why is God in the clouds? What is he hiding for? Why can't we have TV with only commercials on it? (oh dear!)

There were days that i just ran out of answers and i just asked her to ask her father.There is just one question though, that i hope she wouldn't ask. It's not that I'm afraid. It's just that, I don't know how am i going to explain such thing.

Yesterday, she went home with "i want to know something" look. She look so excited, as though she's gonna ask when can she wear my shoes?!. ( she love's shoes by the way. she said my shoes almost fit her.)

"Mom. my classmate told me that babies came from other planets and my other classmate said that if you want to have one you have to swallow a piece of pebble from God". And then, i suddenly stopped from what I'm doing. I was hoping that she'll not pop the "I'm not ready to answer that" question.

She continued " I told them that babies, come from my mommies, and Mikaella agreed with me but the rest are still having their own thoughts. Mom, How did you get Eouri(his baby brother) inside your tummy?

Oh, my! ( i pretended that I'm not affected to what she just asked me)I remember what my friend used to tell me " Try not to lie to your children, SO they'll believe you as they grow old. OK so i turn my face to her and said, when mommies and daddies love each other, God give them children as a gift. (it wasn't hard as i thought, i felt relieved, wahoo!!) but then she replied. "I know that mom Aunt May already told me that. But how do you get them inside that tummy?" (pointing to my tummy), Then my husband arrived with a box of donuts,(thanks God it's his day off) and my daughter ran outside the kitchen and forgot everything she asked.

I maybe saved by the bell, but the next time she'll remembers it, I'll make sure I'm ready.

Illusions, things to make you dizzy.

I've always love to make people happy and whenever i have time i make sure that i share the good old photos i have had in my old e-mail account. so for all of my readers here's something old but still nice. okay, let's see how's your vision.

what do you see? how many faces do you see?




How many horses can you find?


Which soldier is the tallest?




What do you see? a man? or the word liar?








Do you see blocks? Or the word lift? Most women see the word "lift"?


How about this one?





Did i make you dizzy? hope not. Have a great day