I miss my baby

It's been two weeks since I last posted. My nanny quit last week and I have to work and take care of my kids more than everb. It was really tiring but It was all worth it. The only problem was that every night I have to leave them to my parent's house and then pick them up in the morning. It was kind of hard to do this everyday. But this is for my kids sake.

My husband decided to ask my mother-in-law to take care of our youngest, It was ok, I have nothing against it. We used to do that with my eldest before, when she was younger. It's just that this would be the first time for my youngest to be away with me for a very long time. So I felt very sad and I missed him already. Sometimes I wish I'm not working. or I will just stay at home. But that wouldn't be helpful to us financially. SO yes, I'll just pray to GOd that he would take care of us. I miss Eouri so much WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH~~!

Just asking.

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I was hoping this would be a weekend to relax, but, i was wrong. I'm still busy. My baby never gave me a chance to sleep last night and to just even let me nap for few minutes. Oh well, I still enjoy taking care of him although there are just times that I'm really just tired.

There are times that i had to leave my kids to my mom. And i know most of moms did or still doing it to their mother's now. I'm not very proud of it because i was supposed to be the one to take care of my children and not anyone else. My mom loves my children but she kind of, i mean she can't stand taking care of them for just 30 minutes. She can take care of my kids if there is no choice, or no one else was around to take care of them. Don't get me wrong, I'm not angry with my mother. I love her. It's just that ever since i was young, My parents has no choice but to leave me to my grandparents because they need to work. I uses to think why they didn't really tried to get me to my grandparents and they just let me grew up with them,. My feelings weren't very close to my mom and dad because of this. But i swear to GOd, I tried my best to get close to them since I returned to them in high school.

Up to know i still feel there's a wall between me and my mom, a wall that i keep trying to reach the top so i can cross over, but my mother doesn't tried hard to let me cross. She;s very generous, but to express her love to me, maybe not very well. Well, did i say i'm not angry? Well, yes, i'm not. I just want to let my feelings out because, We're OK but i don't know. Maybe it's just me. or maybe i'm right. (sigh)Why is she like that?

Meet the parents: Not about this movie

nope. it's not about this movie It's a fun-filled Sunday with my family.
My sister had finally brought her boyfriend in our house.(Meet the parents!(wahoo) Everybody was so excited. Except my dad of course. I remembered the day when my husband first came into our house.(sigh)

Her boyfriend came with a box of cake(nice one!) although my dad wasn't home yet. I can sense his uneasiness and his eagerness all rolled into one very nice looking young man. (oh, i bet I'm going to have another cake.) He's wearing a tucked in, rolled, long sleeves, well-tailored pants and shiny shoes. Most guys nowadays won't even bother to wear presentable clothes when meeting the parents of their girlfriends. It may sound too formal, but it's ok it's Sunday.

And so while waiting for my parents, we had fun by singing with a videoke microphone ( it's a wireless microphone plugged into your TV so you could start singing like in a karaoke bar. We had a some sort of a singing competition (duets) . So the groups are : me and my husband (yay!) My brother and her girlfriend (Jay and J.I.). And my sister and her boyfriend (Mya and Chris). The competition was so tight! The air conditioner was no use at all. All the scores we had were the same(100). Until after few songs when Jay and jerese got 97 and sis and chris got 99 . Woohooh!

And the winner is..(drum roll).no need to say it. hahaha! "Until next time my bro and sis and to your partners" (yaya you're such a looser!) hahaha just kiddin'(i hope our youngest will be there next time) Oh well, What's important is we had a great time. And i really had a great time. and then my parents came home,He met my mom (who was just all smiles and so supportive and happy) And then came my dad....(scary. hahaha!)

So Cris and my dad finally started talking. (it seems like a job interview too me) and he passed!! hahaha!) I'm happy for my sister. Having a father like ours is really tough but not to mention his funny too. Yikes! it's time for work. gotta go! till next time.

Here's my beautiful sis and chris

Thanks to our weird neighbors!

It's beginning to rain now and I'm still packing our things . I just finished 3 boxes already, but I'm pretty happy because were moving to a beautiful house, It's small but i like it, The first time i saw our new house i already fell in love with it. And i can now call it our own. Have you ever had this kind of feeling that you can't explain? But that is not my actual story, Its just part of it

We've been renting this very nice house for like 4 years now. I love my house as much as i love my family. I have no problems when it comes to neighbors and there are all my friends, though sometimes its hard to say no when there are all so nice to you. Two months ago our landlady approached and told me that somebody wants to buy the house. So in short she told us that we need to find a new place within a month or two. I felt bad because we need to leave. like what I've mentioned earlier i like our house, but i know this day will come. i really felt bad about it.

But things changed when a new family moved right next to our house, just few days after our landlady talked to me. The new neighbors seemed to be nice at first but just after 2 weeks they revealed their true colors. Our neighborhood is known for being peaceful and quiet. But that's what i loved about it. I mean we make some noise too but you will never hear or see any fighting, nagging wives or even flying pots and pans. You can hear different music and a little chat from time to time, crying children and stuff like that. just a typical peaceful neighborhood. Our new neighbors is so loud in everything they do. When they play music (which is a little ok with me because i love rock). Whenever they talk it's like a surround sound. Just imagine this, One time the wife came out of the house and was standing in front of their door talking on a phone. everybody heard every word she said and the bad thing about this is she is talking about their personal lives. well, i understand that they are just loud people. But because of this, we can hear if the parents are having a fight, you can hear flying pots, spoons whatever. And their children just can't stop crying daily and i mean everyday, i don't know why. One time my husband caught the guy snooping around our house, that's so weird! And one of our old neighbors complained because the new ones always parked their stinky car in front of their house. (if you could only smell it! so foul and smells like spoiled food and dog poop. I like karaoke. But our new neighbors are obsessed with it. They sing every night until midnight sometimes till 2 am. Some of the neighbors already reported them, but nothing happens. They maybe not the worst neighbors at all. But now i don't felt too bad or sentimental because we're moving. They actually helped me to feel extremely happy about moving to our new place. thanks!